Chapter 1

Introduction

I have suffered every possible tribulation for a long time. And I still am suffering. 

For twenty-three years, demons, sorcerers, and goblins have pursued me without ceasing. I have been in pain as long as I can remember, and it’s some comfort that in this I can honor Jesus Crist and his suffering. I’d been silent, that seemed to be the best way to serve him, but he took pity on me, and let me make my suffering known. And now, I shall obey him!

They are with me, always. Every moment In the city or the country, at rest, at church, in my home, in my bed, they are with me. I can think of no torture they have not made me endure, and I could not have imagined their incredible persistence in this. My mind is sound, my body is complete, I’m in good health, and made in the image of God. Why am I their favorite victim? This is not the will of the Most High, I know that. He has made a place for me in heaven, and he tests me, and watches to see how far these deviants will go in their audacity and cruelty. On the day of judgment, the servants of evil and the demons that cosigned their pacts, all of them He will throw into the infernal abyss. I will not compromise with them, they have invited me into their diabolical society, and still hope that I will join their numbers, but I will never join them, I’d rather die a thousand times over than even consider the idea.. But by giving myself to their torments, I will, at least, be able to expose them to my fellow men. I may be miserable, but I will protect those I care for most from the torments I suffer. I will protect them from the fury of these evil forces, and preserve my own soul, which must and always will belong to God. What price is too high for eternal life? A few years of earthly woe is no price at all.

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